hand in hand in a violent life

toaster_oven @ 2004-07-27T16:03:00

2004-07-27T21:01:31Z

I've decided that this journal has gotten far too depressing. Time to start over!
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toaster_oven @ 2004-07-17T20:31:00

2004-07-18T02:03:32Z

I was at work this evening being absolutley miserable because I was plauged with thoughts about very depressing things when I thought of this...remember last summer when a bunch of us saw Bend it Like Beckham and after we went to Starbucks and talked incessantly about Barbies?? I remember Liz, Morgan, James, Bridget, Krispy, Ashleigh, Scarlett and Megan being there. That was so much fun! Could we do that again?? Preferably before Thursday when I leave for DC. Anyone could go! That would rock, and it would put thoughts of you-know-who out of my mind.

Today was incredibly depressing. I woke up, but laid in bed for about 45 minutes staring at the ceiling. I randomly broke down into heavy sobs in the car before work. I've almost completley lost my appetite. I feel so lonely. I bet everyone's seeing Little Shop tonight. I want to see it tomorrow but there would probably be no one to go with because everyone's seen it already (unless there's any volunteers?).

I hate feeling this dead inside. I hope I feel completley better tomorrow.

What kills me the most is that he's probably already forgotten about me.

toaster_oven @ 2004-07-07T21:57:00

2004-07-08T03:43:07Z

Thirteen random things you like:
1. Watching the Ashlee Simpson show for the high unintentional humor value
2. Making out with wild abandon
3. Trying on slutty clothes at Forever 21
4. Going to legitimate clothing stores (unlike the aformentioned Forever 21) and buying stuff
5. Learning something new
6. Being obnoxious at Wal-Mart at 1 AM
7. Taking and looking at pictures
8. Writing like crazy about stuff that other people don't care about and enjoying myself thoroughly
9. Quick, fun vacations
10. Sleepovers
11. Singing loudly when no one else is home
12. Making mix CDs for people
13. John!

Twelve movies:
1. American Beauty
2. Pee-Wee's Big Adventure
3. The Rocky Horror Picture Show
4. The Virgin Suicides
5. Love, Actually
6. Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind
7. Mean Girls
8. 28 Days Later
9. Lost in Translation
10. When Harry Met Sally
11. Amelie
12. Fahrenheit 9/11

Eleven good bands or singers/musicians:
1. No Doubt
2. The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
3. Weezer
4. Interpol
5. Le Tigre
6. The White Stripes
7. Air
8. Modest Mouse
9. Bumblebeez 81
10. The Postal Service
11. Garbage

Ten things about you, physically:
1. 5'2 and lovin' it
2. Short hair that is sometimes kinda spiky in the back
3. 34 C bra size
4. Brown eyes
5. Nice smile due to a year and a half of wearing braces
6. Brown hair
7. Usually wearing strange clothing/accesories
8. Big nose
9. Fair complexion, although I'm a bit darker during the summer
10. Vagina

Nine things about you, mentally/emotionally:
1. Absolutley insane
2. Easily discouraged by rejection and criticism
3. Usually fairly practical
4. Insatiable thirst for love and attention
5. Constantly worried/paranoid
6. Open-minded, but cautious about the new things I want to try
7. Good-natured
8. I'm constantly oscillating between being extremely social and extremely anti-social
9. Can sometimes be a perfectionist

Eight favorite drinks:
1. Diet Coke
2. Fruit2O (flavored water)
3. Strawberry Lemonade
4. Water
5. Mike's Hard Lemonade
6. Smoothies
7. Daquiris
8. Strawberry Italian Sodas

Seven things you wear daily:
1. Underwear
2. Moisturizer
3. Deoderant
4. Watch
5. Clothing
6. Some sort of jewlrey
7. Clinique Happy Heart

Six things that annoy you:
1. Slow computers
2. The exclusive-ness of the local theatre scene
3. Pretentious, condescending, self-righteous, etc. people
4. People who talk incessantly about things that other people don't know/care about
5. When store employees are rude
6. When I don't get what I deserve
7. Unfriendly people

Five favorite foods:
1. Pasta
2. Sbarro's pizza
3. Chick-fil-A
4. Buffalo wings
5. Cheesecake

Four shows you watch:
1. Seinfeld
2. Family Guy
3. Numerous MTV reality shows
4. Friends

Three celebrities you heart:
1. Gwen Stefani
2. Will Ferrel
3. Scarlett Johanson

Two things you come in contact with everyday:
1. Allergy problems
2. Being pissed off at my brother

One song you like right now:
1. "Double Dare Ya" by Bikini Kill

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2004-06-12T20:33:00Z

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2004-03-26T05:35:24Z

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2004-01-17T06:30:41Z

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